From fracturing my Ankle early in December 09 to spending NYE in hospital with Life threatening clots in both lungs, and then spending all year in and out of hospital, or at the doctors, no longer able to work, and now bening unemployable it certainly was a life changing year, just not the way I had wanted it to be.
So as this year draws to a close, I need to focus on next year, focus on becoming well, physically yes.......but far more importantly mentally and spiritually. I feel as though this year my soul has died, I have never been as depressed and as lost as I have been this year, especially the past 4 months or so. I have lost my spirituality, my soul, and my well being.
Next year I want to be well, I want to grow spiritually, I want to heal both mentally, physically, and spiritually. I want to learn to like ME, to be comfortable being ME.
This blog will be a record of my journey both good and bad, and every day I shall endevour to find one thing to be thankful for and record it.
This journey will be hard, emotional, and draining but one I must do to save my sanity, and indeed my life. I have hit rock bottom, its time to start the climb back to the top now.
I have no idea what the year ahead holds, I just know I will take it one day at a time.
